The other day when I got up I finally felt a shifting in my spirit. I had a breakthrough! The Lord has had me in a season of rest and reset. When I say this has been one of the hardest seasons so far to be in. It definitely has been. But in this time, I have allowed myself to set with my feelings and emotions that have been bottled up for years. Feelings and emotions that I didn't allow myself to feel or even express. Some even being anger. Which is natural.
But I also went through many others. In this time things have been quiet. What that means for me is where I went through a time of seeing and hearing spiritually a whole ton to hardly hearing and seeing very little it caused me to have to process things on a deeper level. It showed me whom and what I allowed myself to rely on more so than God. It revealed things that I have had to repent of and walk through deeper healing of on forgiving and releasing. One of the hardest things is having to let go of the past. It's always easier said than done.
But God was like I've brought you this far and we aren't done yet but quit allowing anchors to be tied to your feet. So much revelation has come the last few days that has blown my mind. I won't say full clarity because future directions are still unclear to me BUT I will say I just want to be obedient to run the race, do the assignment, and be in alignment with who or what God calls me to and not what man tries to call me too. I know in this season of crushing for me is going to bring a lot of oil out with it. And He is getting ready to birth some beautiful things that only He can through what looks to have been so hard and so messy. But God. I'm excited for what's up ahead.
Thankful for breakthrough. Thankful for the journey even when the journey wasn't what I thought it was going to look like or be like, thankful I have Jesus as my all and all and my best friend who listens, lovingly corrects, leads, guides, and directs all of my steps. I want to spend the rest of my remaining days of my life being intentional to what He has given me to stuard and of His time and His heart. Time is so short. Things are shifting and with it we have to also. This is just the beginning....
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