"I feel a holy stirring in my spirit today." The word Lana Vawser shared today is something the Lord has been speaking to my spirit for quite some time. She spoke on guarding your gates (eyes, ears, heart, etc.). Honestly, I find myself repenting—not just for not listening, but for not obeying sooner. I believe that’s why I’ve been so drawn to Lea DiNonno’s videos lately on YouTube. The Lord is using them as a gentle but clear reminder: we were never meant to take in so much at once.

There are moments in life—especially during seasons of healing, waiting, or spiritual warfare—when the most powerful thing we can do is say nothing.

⚠️ Prophetic Warning & Urgent Call to the Church ⚠️ I’ve come to a deep and sobering realization—one the Holy Spirit has confirmed again and again, even in dreams: There are many believers who have been saved for years, yet are still on milk. Spiritually immature. Lacking discernment. And the painful part? Most don’t even realize it.

I share this in love, but I was strongly led to say this: Sometimes, it’s not about what you know—it’s about how you present it. Many people are walking around with wounds we cannot see. Behind depression, anxiety, anger, bitterness, or pride, there’s often deep-rooted pain—trauma, rejection, abandonment, or emotional wounds that may stretch from childhood to adulthood.

The night before Sunday, May 4th I was woken up by a dark presence at the foot of my bed. As I rolled over, I caught a glimpse of what looked like to be a dark shadow standing by the window. I wasn't in fear I just commanded it to go and once I prayed it left. I found it odd because I have not had that experience in months. For those who don't understand, the demonic can sometimes try to come and intimidate me/us whether in person, at vulnerable times (middle of the night), or in our dreams. This has been a common tactic used before with me.  When I am woken up out of my sleep, my sleep cycle starts all over again. So, I knew it was also trying to make me tired and getting up to get ready for church was definitely a challenge. But I did. It was also my first time serving in the sound booth, so I know the enemy was trying to wear me out and cause an anxiousness. 

This word is for the whole body of Christ. I am being strongly led by the Holy Spirit to remind all of you that you are not alone in any form or fashion. For some of you, there was a shift that happened. And this shift brought on weariness in every form. It has caused you to feel like you have lost your footing in every area of your life. But the one that hurts the most is you feel like you are losing connection. I'm not talking about the connection with people, though this has also been an issue amongst many others, but I'm talking about the connection you have with your Papa God. In areas where you used to could see so clearly you now have a blurriness where I can see you rubbing your eyes or even wiping your glasses because you are just like," Lord what is this?!" "Why am I not seeing correctly?!"

I was watching a video on Instagram by tamaraellisoninspires that was titled, State of the Woman. Holy Spirit revealed to me (this was not in the video) that revival is already here and spreading and it will not look like the revival people are expecting. It will not be like any of the previous moves of God that have been recorded in History. Because He was doing a new thing.

The Father brought me to 1 Peter 3:8-12 TPT

Anytime we get our eyes off Jesus and continue to do life and ministry outside of Him than we step into dangerous territory by doing things in selfish gain by allowing our flesh to lead instead of remaining in the spirit. It produces fruit when we remain connected to the vine. In John 15:5 (TPT), Jesus says, "I am the sprouting vine, and you are my branches. As you live in union with me as your source, fruitfulness will stream from within you—but when you live separated from me, you are powerless."

Being able to focus is something I have often struggled with. Growing up studying for a test was almost near impossible. I would often have to set down and write things out multiple times in order for it to just simply stick. As an adult I was diagnosed with A.D.D. Now that I'm older, nothing much has changed with that, only that it seems to have gotten harder in some areas. It is what I feel the enemy often uses as a tactic against me, but I have seen God's mercy and grace in it. 

On 03.04.25 as I was setting on the front porch when the wind began blowing real hard. Upon setting there I felt led to close my eyes and as I listened, what was the wind, became sounds of huge waves crashing against the shore. I began seeing huge waves in the spirit. It felt as if it was a combination of both the wind and waves that God was about to usher some things in.

In the midst of transition, I have felt Papa God carrying me over the threshold and into the new. Nothing else can explain the peace I have had in my heart and the strength I have maintained despite the dismantling of everything I had known the last almost 19 years of my life, but God. It has been in that time frame where I have learned how to let Jesus be my everything that I have needed and more.